Monday, September 27, 2010
{ 5:38 AM }
Hey there. I guess the title says it all. I'm back! It's been a while since I've last blogged about anything remotely important so, here I am again, pouring my heart's content on a practically non-existent online blog which may be used against me in the future, but considering what I have to say, I really don't care. So, where do I start? I miss a lot of stuff. I miss the free time I had which I spent with my friends talking and enjoying our lives to the fullest. I missed the time when writing actually meant something to me. I missed the time when I could fully convey my feelings and be myself. When no one would judge me because of a stupid mistake. But alas, the time for foolish conceptions and wishful thinking have long past. I am now just another mindless being in society that you may use for your control. But do you know what sucks? The fact that no matter how much I despise being in this situation, I can not find it in myself to be able to stand up for what I believe in. With that said, I have no more respect for myself as an individual but merely as just another face in the crowd. This is all your fault. You took away the naivety, the innocence that I once held. You made me mature too fast. Gone were the days of being a carefree teenager, here in front of you stands an adult in a teenager's body. And with a pained emotion, I bid you adieu, as I reminisce of the days when life wasn't as complicated as it truly was.
