troublesome girl.

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2011-11-17T20:20:00.000-08:00

It sucks to be dependable. It sucks to know that people put too much weight on your shoulders. All while knowing that you can't escape those responsibilities. For once, I want to feel freedom. I want to be able to sleep and not worry about waking up early in the morning just to finish stuff. Most of all, I want to be happy.

BEST DAY EVER

2010-10-11T08:11:00.001-07:00

Why. Hello my dear journal. It's been a while since I've blogged about anything that isn't angsty or depressing. So, me blogging about how today is the best day ever would definitely be unfamiliar. Anyway, my day started out with me wearing my favorite skirt and shoes. Plus, I got to bring sapin-sapin for breakfast and a whole bunch of lansones too. During PE, I got all of the chords right, and I got to talk to my closest friends and I got reacquainted with those that drifted apart as well. Next, during break, I finished all the sets of vocabulary words for computer science and immediately got a +5 in my exams for comp. sci. Then, my classmates asked me if they could see the shirt design I made for our batch, and they liked it! Next, I got the chance to relax a bit during THE seeing that group 1 has their practicum today. During lunch, I got to eat Beef sinigang. While in English I got 12/15 in the first quiz, it's not that high so was my second quiz. But, I swear, I'll do better in my exams. Anyway, after that, he approached me and I got to talk to him like old times. Next, we had chemistry and I actually understood the lesson. Then we had APAN to which I actually enjoyed due to insightful explanations. I would like to thank the following people for making this day the best (chronologically arranged):

1. Kaira Fernandez- one of the people I consider myself to be close to. thanks for always being there. :)

2. Eia Lim- a close confidant of mine. wala lang. ngayon lang tayo nagkausap ng maayos ulit. :D

3. Michelle Aldana- thanks to our very epic randomness, it made my day a whole lot better

4. Dia Lao- my very "evil" partner in crime. >:D

5. Mika Canto- my co-supposed-to-be-in-a-boy-hiatus-but-apparently-cant-stop partner and one of my confidants as well. i miss you na mika. :)

6,7,8. Noa Fernando, Jared Diego, Arsen Dela Pena- wala lang, pinasaya niyo araw ko. :)

9. Eunice Alejandro- for once nagkausap tayo ng masinsinan. =))

10, 11, 12. Rowin Licerio, Ryan Sze & Danzen Balisi- sa rami ng kalokohan niyo ngayon, sumakit ang tiyan ko sa kakatawa. xD

13. Anna Castro- miss na rin kitang kasama, wala na kong kasama sa mga kalokohan ko. =))

14. Bernard Hall- sorry kung kanina ko pa kayo binabara. =)) peace na tau bukas! ;D

15. Lovely Rosario- ang kasama namin ni kuya bernz sa kalokohan namin at ang reporter na kanina ko pa tinatanong. :)

16. Kristine Del Moral- wala lang. miss ko na kayong kadaldalan nina Nicole. ;)

17. Justin Bautista- ang kanina ko pang ginugulo sa aking mga kalokohan. hahaha. thanks for going with the flow. xD

18. Miggy Laguit- with his new FMA watch to which he doesn't actually use. thanks for the randomness

19. David Perez- ang nagdrive sa amin papuntang party at ang kanina ko pang kadaldalan. thanks dave! :D

20. Axel Fernandez- ang kanina pang rant ng rant na drama queen na humiram ng notes ko sa chem kaya di ako nakapagaral. =))) joke lang! hahaha. ang aking kasama sa majority ng kalokohan ko kanina. xD

21. Arvine Reyes- at pinagttripan pa namin si trollface since kaninang umaga. :)

22, 23, 24. Angela Pasion, Eunice Presto, Samantha Agustin- ang mga kasama kong kumain ng sapin-sapin kanina. bukas ulit! xD

25, 26. Camille Tirao, Jewel Llamas- kanina pa tau naglolokohan. thanks sa time niyo. :D

27. Swis Dacasin- sa rami ng kag*guhan natin sa chat, thanks sa pagpapasaya sa kin. :)

28-infinity. AT SA LAHAT PA NG DI KO NABANGGIT DITO: Super thank you for making this day special. :)

uhhh...

2010-10-07T18:40:00.000-07:00

Hey there. I'm blogging. again. Which would be a miracle, since I rarely update my blog. I am currently here in our Computer Laboratory surrounded by classmates and friends. I guess the sole reason I'm here instead of studying for our THE quiz is because I'm broken. Not like I have no more money or anything it's just that I have so much to say right now and I guess everyone's too busy to even hear what I have to say. To start it off, everyone expects so much from me. My mom expects my grades to be pristine, which is effing impossible since life is so incredibly difficult right now. Next, I have low self-esteem, results of past torments. Plus, people have no respect for me. I'm the butt of everyone's jokes and nobody really gives a damn about my feeling since they think I'm such a fucking bitch that I eat my feelings. Well, I'm no Sue Sylvestre. In fact, I'm quite the opposite. I'm a coward. I'm a sensitive pansy. And, in my opinion, most people secretly hate me. Well, it's not really difficult to hate an opinionated bitch right? Till next time

Well, I'm back.

2010-09-27T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hey there. I guess the title says it all. I'm back! It's been a while since I've last blogged about anything remotely important so, here I am again, pouring my heart's content on a practically non-existent online blog which may be used against me in the future, but considering what I have to say, I really don't care. So, where do I start? I miss a lot of stuff. I miss the free time I had which I spent with my friends talking and enjoying our lives to the fullest. I missed the time when writing actually meant something to me. I missed the time when I could fully convey my feelings and be myself. When no one would judge me because of a stupid mistake. But alas, the time for foolish conceptions and wishful thinking have long past. I am now just another mindless being in society that you may use for your control. But do you know what sucks? The fact that no matter how much I despise being in this situation, I can not find it in myself to be able to stand up for what I believe in. With that said, I have no more respect for myself as an individual but merely as just another face in the crowd. This is all your fault. You took away the naivety, the innocence that I once held. You made me mature too fast. Gone were the days of being a carefree teenager, here in front of you stands an adult in a teenager's body. And with a pained emotion, I bid you adieu, as I reminisce of the days when life wasn't as complicated as it truly was.

Application Letter

2010-04-13T03:45:00.000-07:00

Blessa Grace Mendoza

72 Gabon Calasiao

Pangasinan

April 14, 2010

ComElec Adviser/s

MGSSSI Compound

Tapuac District Dagupan City

To Whom It May Concern:

I, Blessa Grace Mendoza, upcoming junior of Mother Goose Special Schools System, Inc. Special Science High School A.Y. 2010-2011, would like to apply for the position of Vice Chairman of the Commission on Elections. I am extremely passionate for both politics and the belief that each and every one of us should be able to freely choose who we think deserves the position of being a leader.

At a young age, I have always been an avid fan politics, and with the upcoming May 10 elections, I feel that fairness in elections should start small. That is why; I’ve opted to run for Vice Chairman. Despite the fact, that our elections are not as automated as that of the national elections, I have faith that our elections will be just as clean.

And if ever chosen as the Vice Chairman would do everything in my power to give leadership and guidance to my fellow officers for us to be able to give the right to choose to every Goosean in our campus.

Sincerely,

Blessa Grace Mendoza

Applicant

Health Freak

2010-03-19T05:24:00.000-07:00

Okay. I seriously want to exercise tomorrow! I've been lazy for the past 2 weeks and I really really need a health kick. I've been eating, sleeping and I've barely exercised for the past week! *sigh* I wish someone can accompany to go jogging tomorrow. MIKA! EIA! MICHELLE! Let's go jogging!

Hello Summer!

2010-03-18T05:03:00.001-07:00

Research Papers, Midterms and Projects. Ask any highschool student and you'll get rants on how these things made their school life quite difficult. School. Ahhh. School. Who wouldn't miss getting locked up for 10 hours with other students being forced against your will to study stuff you probably won't need in the future? Well, despite the fact that when you go to school using about 80% of every year studying, leaving only 2 months for some stress-free relaxation, I would really miss school. I'd miss the ranting about horrible teachers, quizzes and such, the everyday allowance, and last, but not the least, the companionship of my best friends. Best friends, these people have made something as troublesome as school worth while. So, as we say goodbye to those awful quizzes and those horrendous assignments, let us greet summer with a big HELLO! :D

Dear School, FU!

2010-02-24T08:31:00.001-08:00

I haven't blogged for quite a while. I blame school. Sh*t. Anyway, we've recently had our fieldtrip and its currently 4th grading meaning I need to take school seriously! By the way, please ignore my previous post. It's my research paper draft. My phone's broken and this week's been hell week for all I care. I'll write at this journal decently when I have the time. Till next time.

My Research Paper Draft

2010-02-24T08:22:00.000-08:00

I. The accurate and appropriate estimation of a body’s time of death is vital to the success of a criminal investigation. The time of death can be determined by various environmental and scientific elements.
One of these scientific elements is temperature. The temperature of a human body has been one of the most commonly used means of determining a body’s time of death. The normal temperature of a human body during life is 98.6°F. After death, the body’s core temperature falls gradually until it equilibrates with that of the surrounding medium. The continuous cooling of the body as it reaches room temperature is known as Algor Mortis. While, Rigor Mortis is the stiffening and contraction of the muscles due to chemical reactions that take place in the muscle cells anywhere from a few minutes to several hours after death. Following a typically predictable pattern, rigidity starts in the small muscles of the face and neck and progresses downward in a “head-to-toe” fashion to the larger muscles. The entire process takes about 8-12 hours. At that time, the body is completely stiff and is “fixed” in the position of death. Then, the process reverses itself, with rigidity being lost in the same fashion, beginning with the small muscles and progressing to the larger ones. This process begins 18 to 36 hours after death and is usually complete within 48 hours. So, rigor is only useful in the first 48 to 60 hours after death. Rigor is one of the least reliable methods for determining time of death because it is extremely variable. Heat quickens the process, while cold slows it. Obese people may not develop rigor, while in thin victims it tends to occur rapidly. If the victim struggled before death and consumed much of his muscular ATP, the process is hastened.
Another scientific element that can aid in forensic investigation is using plant evidence. Investigators should be knowledgeable in recognition, collection, preservation and documentation of plant evidences. Flora discovered near the body may be helpful in determining possible crime scenes and could be of great aid in crime scene reconstruction regarding how the particular plant evidence was transferred to the body. Palynology, a sub-discipline of botany, can also provide information about whether a body has been moved since death and where the body has been recently. Dendrochronology, the counting of the rings in a root, has been a popular choice for determining when a body was buried. If, for example, the ground around where the body was found has been shown to have been disrupted when the body was buried, it can be assumed that any new growth began approximately when the body was buried.
Forensic fauna is another time-determining element of forensic science. It involves using animals as a source of evidence in crime scene investigations. Many kinds of organisms live by feeding on dead bodies. In the process, their activities result in the decomposition of the body and the recycling of nutrients. The dominant groups of organisms involved in decomposition are bacteria, flies, beetles, mites and moths. Other animals, mainly parasitoid wasps, predatory beetles and predatory flies, feed on the animals that feed on the corpse. A dead body is therefore an ecosystem of its own, in which different fauna arrive and depart from the corpse at different times. The arrival time and growth rates of insects inhabiting corpses are used by forensic scientists to determine the circumstances surrounding suspicious deaths. An area of action is the wounds existing on the body. After drinking a meal of blood, female flies deposit their eggs or, in the case of the Sarcophagidae, larvae into these openings.
Lividity or Livor Mortis, from the Latin word “livor” which means bluish color, and “mortis” which means of death, is caused by stagnation of blood in the vessels. It lends a purplish color to the tissues. The blood, following the dictates of gravity, seeps into Livor Mortis is one of the signs of death, is a settling of the blood in the lower (dependent) portion of the body--along the back and buttocks of a victim who is supine after death., causing a purplish red discoloration of the skin: when the heart is no longer agitating the blood, heavy red blood cells sink through the serum by action of gravity. This discoloration does not occur in the areas of the body that are in contact with the ground or another object, as the capillaries are compressed. Initially, this discoloration can be “shifted” by rolling the body to a different position, but by 6 to 8 hours, it becomes “fixed.” If a body is found face down, but with fixed lividity along the back, then the body was moved at least 6 hours after death, but not earlier or the lividity would have “shifted” to the newly dependent area. Coroners can use the presence or absence of livor mortis as a means of determining an approximate time of death. The presence of livor mortis is an indication of when it would be irrelevant to begin CPR, or when it is ineffective to continue it if it is in progress. It can also be used by forensic investigators to determine whether or not a body has been moved (for instance, if the body is found lying face down but the pooling is present on the deceased's back, investigators can determine that the body was originally positioned face up). Livor mortis starts 20 minutes to 3 hours after death and is congealed in the capillaries in 4 to 5 hours. Maximum lividity occurs within 6-12 hours. The blood pools into the interstitial tissues of the body.
II. An element that can help determine a body’s cause of death is the autopsy. An autopsy is a detailed and careful medical examination of a person's body and its organs by a qualified medical examiner using conventional dissection protocol and methods after death to help establish the cause of death. The word autopsy is derived from a Greek word autopsia meaning 'seeing for oneself'. A physician, called a pathologist, who specializes in the study of human diseases, performs the autopsy. Surgical techniques are used to remove and examine each organ, and some tissue samples are selected for microscopic examination or other special tests as required. An autopsy is usually carried out within 48 hours after the death of a person. An autopsy can be hospital-based (non-coronial) or coronial. Coronial autopsies are ordered by the state coroner, whereas hospital based autopsies may be performed at the request of the family of the deceased. There are three levels of autopsy. The complete autopsy, in which all body cavities are examined (including the head), limited autopsy, which may exclude the head, and selective autopsy, where specific organs only are examined. Autopsies will usually include testing for any infections (microbiology), changes in body tissue and organs (anatomical histology), and chemicals, e.g. medication, drugs or poisons (toxicology and pharmacology).
Bloodstain Pattern Analysis is another cause-determining element. It is the examination of the shapes, locations, and distribution patterns of bloodstains, in order to provide an interpretation of the physical events which gave rise to their origin. The determinations made from bloodstain patterns at the scene or from the clothing of principals in a case can be used to confirm or refute assumptions concerning events and their sequence.
One of the most important determinants of the cause of death is the body’s wounds and markings. A wound is an injury in which the skin, tissue, or an organ is broken by some external force such as a blow or surgical incision, with damage to the underlying tissue. Generally, large wounds are more prone to hazard due to severe hemorrhage involvement, more injury to the underlying organs and a higher level of shock. But, smaller wounds are sometimes more lethal than large ones because of infection due to neglect. The depth of a wound is also significant because it may result to the complete puncture of an organ or the body with added complication due to entrance and exit wounds. Knowing the size of the wound, its general nature and the extent of its contamination gives investigators the idea of what may have caused the wound. Considering the manner in which the skin or tissue is broken, there are six general kinds of wounds: abrasions, incisions, lacerations, punctures, avulsions and amputations. Abrasions are made when the skin is rubbed or scraped off. Rope burns, floor burns and skinned knees or elbows are common examples of abrasions. Incisions commonly called cuts, are wounds made by sharp cutting instruments such as knives, razors, and broken glass. Incisions tend to bleed freely because the blood vessels are cut cleanly and without ragged edges. There is little damage to the surrounding tissues. Of all classes of wounds, incisions are the least likely to become infected, since the free flow of blood washes out many of the micro organisms (germs) that cause infection. Lacerations are wounds that are torn rather than cut and are composed of ragged, irregular edges and masses of torn tissue underneath. These wounds are usually made by blunt, rather than sharp objects. A wound by a dull knife is more likely to be a laceration than an incision. Punctures are caused by objects that penetrate into the tissues while leaving a small surface opening. Wounds made by nails, needles, wire, and bullets are usually punctures. As a rule, small puncture wounds do not bleed freely; however, large puncture wounds may cause severe internal bleeding. An avulsion is the tearing away of tissue from a body part. Bleeding is usually heavy. A traumatic amputation is the non surgical removal of the limb from the body. Bleeding is heavy and requires a tourniquet to stop the flow.
III. Death begins when the heart stops beating. Deprived of oxygen, a cascade of cellular death commences. It begins with brain cells and finishes with the skin cells. Death is therefore a process, rather than an event. When the heart stops beating and lungs stop breathing, the body cells no longer receive supplies of blood and oxygen, blood drains from capillaries in the upper surfaces and collects in the blood vessels in the lower surfaces, upper surfaces of the body become pale and the lower surfaces become dark, cells cease aerobic respiration, and are unable to generate the energy molecules needed to maintain normal muscle biochemistry. Calcium ions leak into muscle cells preventing muscle relaxation. Muscles stiffen and remain stiff (rigor mortis) until they begin to decompose. Cells eventually die and the body loses its capacity to fight off bacteria. The cells' own enzymes and bacterial activity cause the body to decompose - muscles lose their stiffness. Brain cells can die if deprived of oxygen for more than three minutes. Muscle cells live on for several hours. Bone and skin cells can stay alive for several days. It takes around 12 hours for a human body to be cool to the touch and 24 hours to cool to the core. With proper timing, forensic scientists use clues such as these for estimating the time of death.
Decomposition or rotting is the process by which tissues of a dead organism break down into simpler forms of matter. The process is essential for new growth and development of living organisms because it recycles the finite matter that occupies physical space in the biome. Bodies of living organisms begin to decompose shortly after death. It is a cascade of processes that go through distinct phases. Once death occurs, human decomposition takes place in stages. The process of tissue breakdown may take from several days up to years. At all stages of decomposition, insect activity occurs on the body. The fresh stage of decomposition occurs during the first few days following the death. There are no physical signs of decomposition during this time. However, homeostasis of the body has ceased, allowing cellular and soft tissue changes to occur because of the process of autolysis, the destruction of cells and organs due to an aseptic chemical process. At this point, the body enters algor mortis, the cooling of the body's temperature to that of its surroundings. When the body’s cells reach the final stage of autolysis, an anaerobic environment is created, that is, an environment wherein oxygen is not present. This allows the body’s normal bacteria to break down the remaining carbohydrates, proteins, and lipids. The products from the breakdown create acids, gases, and other products which cause volatile organic compounds (VOCs), and putrefactive effects. VOCs are produced during the early stages of human decomposition. Substances produced during the fresh stage of decomposition attract a variety of insects. Diptera insects begin to lay their eggs on the body during this stage, especially members of the Calliphoridae family of insects. If the body is on the ground or buried in soil there is also considerable insect activity by the insects that live in the soil around the body. The reasoning for this is simple: A dead human body serves as an excellent source of decaying matter to feed on, in a very hospitable environment. Odor, color changes, and bloating of the body during decomposition are the results of putrefaction. The lower part of the abdomen turns green due to bacteria activity in the cecum. Bacteria break down hemoglobin into sulfhemoglobin, which causes the green color. A formation of gases enters the abdomen which forces liquids and feces out of the body. The gases also enter the neck and face, causing swelling of the mouth, lips, and tongue. Due to this swelling and misconfiguration of the face, identification of the body can be difficult. Bacteria also enter the venous system causing blood to hemolyze. This leads to the formation of red streaks along the veins. This color soon changes to green, through a process known as marbelization. It can be seen on the shoulders, chest and shoulder area, and thighs. The skin can develop blisters containing serous fluid. The skin also becomes fragile, leading to skin slippage, making it difficult to move a body. Body hair comes off easily. The color change of the discoloration from green to brown marks the transition of the early stage of putrefaction to the advanced decompositional stages.
During the putrefaction stage of decomposition the majority of insect activity again comes from members of the Calliphoridae family, and includes Formicidae, Muscidae, Sphaeroceridae, Silphidae, Lepidoptera, Hymenoptera, Sarcophagidae, Histeridae, Staphylinidae, Phalangida, Piophilidae, Araneae, Sepsidae, and Phoridae. As with the fresh stage of decomposition if the body is on the ground or buried in soil there is also considerable insect activity by the soil-inhabiting arthropods.
Black putrefaction
After the body goes through the bloating stage it begins the black putrefaction stage. At this point the body cavity ruptures, the abdominal gases escape and the body darkens from its greenish color. These activities allow for a greater invasion of scavengers, and insect activity increases greatly. This stage ends as the bones become apparent, which can take anywhere from 10 to 20 days after death depending on region and temperature. This period is also dependent on the degree to which the body is exposed.
During the black putrefaction stage of decomposition, insects that can be found living in the body are Calliphoridae larvae, Staphylinidae, Histeridae, Gamasid mites, Ptomaphila, Trichopterygidae, Piophilid larvae, Parasitic wasps, Staphylinid larvae, Trichopterygid larvae, Histerid larvae, Ptomaphila larvae, Dermestes, Tyroglyphid mites, Tineid larvae, and the Dermestes larvae. Some insects can also be found living in the soil around the body such as Isopoda, Collembola, Dermaptera, Formicidae, Pseudoscorpiones, Araneae, Plectochetos, Acari, Pauropoda, Symphyla, Geophilidae, and Protura. The types of insects will differ based on where the body is, although Diptera larvae can be found feeding on the body in almost all cases.
[edit]Butyric fermentation
After the early putrefaction and black putrefaction phases have taken place, the body begins mummification, in which the body begins to dry out. The human carcass is first mummified, and then goes through adipocere formation. Adipocere (grave wax) formation refers to the loss of body odor and the formation of a cheesy appearance on the cadaver. Mummification is considered a post-active stage because there is less definite distinction between changes and they are indicated by reduced skin, cartilage, and bone. Mummification is also indicated when all of the internal organs are lost due to insect activity.
Insects that can be found on the body during mummification include most of the same insects as in putrefaction stage, but also include Acarina, Nitidulidae, Cleridae, Dermestes caninus, and Trogidae. The main soil-inhabiting arthropods include Dermaptera and Formicidae
[edit]Dry decay
When the last of the soft-tissue has been removed from the body, the final stage of decomposition, skeletonization, occurs. This stage encompasses the deterioration of skeletal remains, and is the longest of the decomposition processes. Skeletonization differs markedly from the previous stages, not only in length, but in the deterioration process itself.
The strength and durability of bone stems from the unique protein-mineral bond present in skeletal formation. Consequently, changes to skeletal remains, known as bone diagenesis, occur at a substantially slower rate than stages of soft-tissue breakdown. As the protein-mineral bond weakens after death, however, the organic protein begins to leach away, leaving behind only the mineral composition. Unlike soft-tissue decomposition, which is influenced mainly by temperature and oxygen levels, the process of bone breakdown is more highly dependent on soil type and pH, along with presence of groundwater. However, temperature can be a contributing factor, as higher temperature leads the protein in bones to break down more rapidly. If buried, remains decay faster in acidic-based soils rather than alkaline. Bones left in areas of high moisture content also decay at a faster rate. The water leaches out skeletal minerals, which corrodes the bone, and leads to bone disintegration.

I ♥ being me

2009-11-04T07:43:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, we rarely get to appreciate who we are and what God made us to be. Sometimes, it's because of insecurity, jealousy, low self-esteem and many more. Or maybe we just don't have enough time. *sigh* I guess I'd be one of those people who rarely ever did appreciate being me. In the past, I've been jealous, insecure along with a low self esteem and a very hectic schedule, I never really saw myself as a beautiful or pretty. As a matter of fact, I have experienced having one of the worst self esteems. But, now, thinking to myself, I realize that God made me in his own resemblance and I truly am a beautiful child of God. :)

Back up friend?

2009-10-31T08:17:00.000-07:00

Well, my online buddy, Angelo, posted a plurk about this once and soon a lot of people started discussing it. At first, I thought about it and said "It's not that bad having back-up friends right?" since I had a few back-up friends myself, but, now, after realizing that I'm only a back-up friend to one of my bestfriends, I realize how painful it is. *sigh* I really should've treated my friends equally and not make them feel like "back up friends"

hey loser

2009-08-28T17:43:00.000-07:00

currently: frustrated. starstruck.envious.reckless.hopeless romantic.

listening to: Hey Stephen-Taylor Swift

Hey Loser, boy, you might have me believing
I don't always have to be alone
'Cause I can't help it if you sound like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself

he sang yesterday. and well, i'm starstruck. a bit frustrated, because of losing my wallet AND charger. ok, i'm not really frustrated about that, i'm more frustrated about the fact that he has so many fangirls yesterday. got to spend time with him yesterday though. i need my wallet back! the thief can take the money, but why the whole wallet, damnit. the wallet was given to me by my aunt so its sentimental. plus, i have embarrassing pics when i was a kid, and pics as remembrance when my friends and i go out.

he makes my heart go woah..

2009-08-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

currently: envious, starstruck, hopeless romantic
listening to: Magpakailanman-Rocksteddy

this week, has been a super awesome and fun week for me. i got to hang out with the darwinites. we've finally had cooperation and bonded together as a section. plus, i've learned something new this week! i've finally learned how to ride a bike. if only i could get my mom to buy me one as a christmas present. :)) oh well, back to the topic, which would be about loser. [i know i am currently infatuated] well, i heard him sing today and well, i hate him! i mean, seriously! how can a guy be so freaking talented in everything. i've fallen in love with his voice. *sigh* i really am a hopeless romantic. anyway, tomorrow's our filipino fest aka buwan ng wika. we haven't really finished julien's clothes. i don't know why, but i feel like, i want to try being the anyway, i'm currently in anticipation of the sabayang pagkanta for tomorrow. gonna get my camera ready! LOL. :)) anyways, till next time.

~blexz.

PS. To Sai: If you are reading this and laughing your f***ing a** off, stfu!

everybody hates algebra

2009-07-26T01:46:00.000-07:00

... and that includes me.

*sigh* i now loathe algebra with every fiber in my being. i spent 30 minutes of my time in algebra to comprehend what an x and/or y intercept was, i even forgot how to graph! and i started answering 25 minutes before the exam ended. so as sad as it sounds, i was unable to finish my exam. oh well, we still have finals anyway. sure failing algebra can force me to lose my top 15 position, its my fault anyway, i was unprepared. and being unprepared was my own fault. as heartbreaking as failing algebra prelims may sound, there's always another day, and with another day comes new hope. :D

crying..

2009-07-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

i officially hate this day. i've cried two times because of my grades. the first one was just a prank on me but the second made me sob so hard i was hardly able to breathe. *sigh* i usually never cry. im usually the emotionless girl in the corner of the class. oh well, wish me luck. i just hope i review all my subjects just in time for tomorrow. till then.

Elections AY 2009-2010

2009-07-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

"To lead people, walk beside them ... As for the best leaders, the people do not notice their existence. The next best, the people honor and praise. The next, the people fear; and the next, the people hate ... When the best leader's work is done the people say, 'We did it ourselves!'"
— Lao-tsu

Good leaders are the foundation of the whole community. For without good leaders, the community would fall apart. Today, different students from different year levels, were given the chance to showcase their ability in dancing, answering questions and proving their ability to lead during the Grand Rally. The two parties, BIDA and MISMO, were lead by formidable leaders, namely Philiamer Amity Celi and Gabrielle Canto.

The Brilliant Individuals for Development and Action or BIDA Party is lead by Ate Amity Celi.
Under the BIDA Party are:
President: Amity Celi
Vice President: Patricia Tuazon
Secretary: Nikki Pitargue
Treasurer: Kara Ignacio
Auditor: Bernard Hall
PRO English: Fatima Caliwag
PRO Tagalog: June Corpuz
Business Managers: Dana Dueñas
John Russell Pagal
1st Year Rep: Clarisse Zaplan
2nd Year Rep: Monica Domantay
3rd Year Rep: Zhaquille Ofrancia
4th Year Rep: Darwin Garcia

While MG Ideal Students Motivating Others or MISMO was lead by Ate Gabby Canto. Under the MISMO party are:

President: Gabrielle Canto
Vice President: Leo Sagun II
Secretary: Pia Hequibal
Treasurer: MJ Anaud
Auditor: Jonica Estrada
PRO English: Ryan Sze
PRO Tagalog: Anna Castro
Business Managers: Sylvestre Ian Castro
Jhuliano Nazareno
1st Year Rep: Nicole San Pedro
2nd Year Rep: Cheska Soriano
3rd Year Rep: Alpheus Andrey
4th Year Rep: Monique Agbuya

Election's started 1:30 PM and results were announced around 3 pm. COMELEC Officers, CAT Cadets and teachers worked hand in hand during the elections. The tallying of the votes was held at the Doña Josefa Gym where the students can observe how officers of the Commission on Elections count the votes, and to assure the maintenance of fair elections in MGSSHS.

because i can't sleep til you're next to me

2009-07-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ok. School is tiring. But this is one of the best days i've had so far. I haven't laughed till my stomach ached in a LONG, LONG time. Well, so far, the week's been awesome. I have a sore throat due to TOO MUCH singing. So, PEHM was super fun. Sir Karl is an awesome teacher! And so is Sir Al. The mass was super fun. I got stuck in the front where everyone can see. T_T Anyway, the Algebra quiz was super hard. VERY, VERY hard. Current new song addiction is Insomnia by Craig David. It was super awesome. The group 3 boys sung it for our report in Music on types of music. Anyway, Loser is in the dance troup plus he has an awesome voice. How dreamy. Hahaha! Kidding. Anyways, i still have to do 2 reports so till next time.

~little miss troublesome

Day At The Pond

2009-06-27T06:38:00.000-07:00

I had a super awesome day today thanks to:

1. Katrina Fernandez
2. Trizsa Maala
3. Dyanne Bautista
4. Michelle Aldana

We met at Caleb's at 1 pm. Then we went to the mall and played in the arcade[Bump Cars and Colorama!] Next, we went to Stadia. [where Jonas supposedly said the tryouts said the tryouts were being held. T_T thanks alot. :|] After that we went to the pond. Then, midway, Katrina wanted to invite Seuss[Swis]. So, she called her up to say that we were going to fetch her. Then, we went back to the mall to have her tell us that she'll just drop by at the pond later. Then we went on the way back to the pond, while watching Twilight. :) After we reached the pond, we went to one of the floating huts. After talking for a few minutes, we went boating. Then, we asked the guy to paddle us to the smaller floating hut in the middle of the pond. Which he did. So, Katrina, Trizsa, Manong Paddler, and I, went out of the boat and stepped on the hut thing. [which was slowly being enveloped in water more and more] Then Dyanne and Michelle, which were too scared to step on the hut thing, stayed on the boat. [which drifted away to the far corners of the pond{will not post the pics or videos out of their requests}]. :)) After, we went boating, we ate at the 3rd floor of one of the buildings in the pond. The spaghetti and bread were delish. [Thanks Katrina!] After that we went horseback riding. Thats when we talked about the death of Michael Jackson. After that, we decided to go see a movie. The movie we chose was Transformers 2. The effects and animation are awesome but it was kind of complicated. Anyways, after that we ate McDo courtesy of Dyanne's mom. [thanks again Dyanne!] Then, i hitched a ride with them and they dropped me off at th 7/11 near our house. SUPER THANKS AGAIN! and that is why i came home at 9:00. :D

stuttering is not ME!

2009-06-24T04:01:00.000-07:00

ok. I never stutter. I really dont stutter. I have never EVER stuttered my whole life! Well okay maybe just this once. :( *sigh* I feel like a failure. Plus what I did was embarassing. :( I'm scared. I'm scared that I wont be accepted to the club that I wanted. I'm scared that I won't get into the club I want. I'm scared of what might happen in the future. *sigh* I have never been this disappointed and/or regretful my whole life. Sheesh. I've been sighing the whole day. :( Hope the next few days would be much better. And, I hope ,with the littlest chance of me being an officer in the club I wanted, that I can be a commissioner. :)

~troublesome is my name signing out. :)

harry potter mania.

2009-06-21T01:35:00.000-07:00

must.. read.. all.. harry.. potter.. books..

argh. i cant believe i have a new addiction. and just when school was about to start. :| tsk. tsk. anyway, first week of school was tiring and very, very stressful. Biology was very... troublesome, to say the least. we have assignments and quizzes everyday for crying out loud! i hate assignments. i really do. tsk. tsk. i feel old turning 14 thats why before my birthday i want to:

1. read ALL the harry potter books.
2. try to not think too much about life. :P [gah. i sound old.]
3. do my best as a treasurer of II-Darwin
4. live my life to the fullest

so, its father's day today. Happy Father's Day to all dad's there! :D
gotta continue making my assignments and will do some advanced reading. till then.

~troublesome girl signing off.

someone kill me.. NOW..

2009-06-15T05:44:00.001-07:00

someone kill me.. NOW..

i am not exaggerating on this one. i have thought it through and through and seriously, someone kill me now!*sigh* seriously, i want to be in Linnaeus! argh. not that i hate the section its just that most people of the section are getting on my last nerve. It's just the people are just so... *sigh* Anyway, this will be my last blog for a long, long time. till next time.

~troublesome girl signing off.

SCHOOL!!!

2009-06-14T05:37:00.000-07:00

breathe in, breathe out, breath i- oh. to hell with it!

gah. i'm so freaking nervous. tomorrow's my first day of sophomore year. and well, the house is cluttered with my clothes, notebooks, bags and other school stuff. seriously, its so messy, i cant even walk past through all the mess. tsk. tsk. well, this is what i'll do this upcoming school year:

1. make sure that i reach 82.00 karma before freezing my plurk account
2. study every night.
3. be nice to the teachers but dont be a suck-up. :))
4. prepare everything i need the night before so there's no hassle in the morning. :)

ok. i'm currently tired. and all sweaty. *blech*

its been while since i've been this excited/tired. well, first day is special. why? because on the very first day, thats when you'll make your first impression on EVERYONE, from teachers to batchmates to higher years. some people may say that first impressions aren't THAT important, but seriously, who would want to look like an idiot in front of her friends/teachers? answer anyone? well nobody would. anyways, im still preparing stuff i need for tomorrow. i am very happy that I finally have Need For Speed Underground 2. the competitors are getting tough to beat but thats what makes it more interesting right? here's an old pic of my car in NFSU 2. [recustomized it a while ago, i forgot to take a pic. :P] :)

its obvious that i love blue, black and gray, right? hahaha. :))

gotta sleep early tonight. ;)

till my next post.

~troublesome girl signing off.

P.S. RAMON OVIEDO IS READING TWILIGHT!

to Ramon Oviedo: told you i'd post it. XP

P.S.S. YES, I KNOW I AM ABUSING CAPS LOCK. LOL. :))

my summer memoir

2009-06-07T06:27:00.000-07:00

ok. i know i've already written about my summer and stuff, but it lacks something really important. i would personally like to thank these people for my making it one of the best summers of my life:

~Angelo Silva

one of my favorite people to talk to in Plurk and Facebook. and one of the few people who respond to my plurks. thank you for being a very awesome and supportive friend. the person who taught me how to download torrents. thanks a lot! good luck with grade 7! i'll miss you plurk buddy! hope we can keep in touch. :)

~Patricia Silva

super cool and super awesome as she is, she is one of my trade buddies in resto city and my somewhat mentor in Plurk. and super thank you for the Tamora Pierce books! i ♥ them! :D

~Eunice Merrera

my partner in all things BOF. thank you for the laughs, the fun and the totally cool videos you sent me. and FYI, SS501 is still gay. LOL. :P

~Clarisse Zaplan

my online buddy. one of the very few people who take interest in my photoshop stuff. [even if she is waaayyy better than me] she's also one of the people i talk to about the upcoming school year.

~Ramon Oviedo

yes, even the twerp's here. hahaha. kidding. one of the people i talk to without being formal. and a good friend too. :)

~Francesca Valenzuela

my older sister role model. i miss you! thank you so much for helping me through freshman year! and for introducing Naruto to me. LOL. :)

~Sara Rulloda

the person who cheered me on and gave me advice for sophomore year. thanks Ate Sara! :)

~Kaira Fernandez

my little sister/imoto/telebabad partner, the person who introduced me to anime and JPop.

i miss you! see you this school year.

~PLURK

the site where i got to meet Angelo and Ate Patricia. i am in big debt!

~FACEBOOK

thanks to FB i wasn't super bored and i got to know myself better. ;)

~PHOTOSHOP

my only refuge everytime internet's gone. this is where i put all my creativity

*if-i-actually-have-any* in. :)

well, i may not have traveled much but this really is one of the best summers of my life.

so, ciao. i still gotta study Bio. :)) till then.

~troublesome girl signing off. :)

deleted.

2009-06-04T21:49:00.000-07:00

i just deleted my second blog and some posts of mine today. why? well because:

♥ im getting confused in picking which blog to post in

♥ i wont have anymore time in handling 2 blogs this upcoming academic year

♥ some of the posts were just some incessant ramblings about my old addictions. [yes. even i get annoyed by myself.]

im currently downloading animes through torrents. special thanks to Angelo and Ate Patricia. :)

animes i'd probably get to watch during Christmas break. but still, im thankful.

anyway, school's moved from the 8th to the 15th. and i'm somewhat happy/angry. happy because i haven't finished my Commission on Elections application letter and i have more time to get ready for the interview. [yes, i want to get into COMELEC that bad.] i really wish i could get a higher position this sophomore year, so i can get an advantage when i run for vice-chairman next year. *sigh* like that's possible. competition is HARSH this year. and that's another reason why i dont want to go to school yet. getting into the top 10 will be much more difficult than it used to be. :( i'm angry due to the fact that i miss my friends! i really do. anyway, wish me luck this sophomore year. :) comments much appreciated! :D

~troublesome girl signing off.

summer no more.

2009-05-31T08:55:00.000-07:00

ok. every time someone asks how my summer is, i would usually reply "its sooo boring". but reminiscing on these past few days made me realize. it may not be my best summer ever, but it is my most memorable. :) why? this summer, i:

1. spent more time with my cousins and aunts and uncles from my father side.

2. got in touch with my *non existing* creative side using Photoshop and some tutorials.

3. got to become a tad bit more mature

it sucks a bit though. :| i feel old.

4. learned a lot more about the world

5. made new anime crushes. LOL.

like ZANE, Aster, Bastion, Tyranno, Chazz, Yusei and Jaiden.

6. got rekindled with my old friends

7. expanded my knowledge of anime and dramas.

mostly Yu-Gi-Oh! GX. what?! its my hubby. hahaha. LOL. no that's wrong. Zane's my hubby. LMAO!

8. read a lot of new books

currently reading "The Five People You Meet In Heaven" by Mitch Albom

9. lastly, i made new friends.

thanks to Plurk. i've met super awesome people like Angelo and Ate Patricia.

school's nearing. so, that means its nerd mode. ugh, goodbye my precious internet! till we meet again! [dramatic isn't it? LMAO]

horriwdbur! hahaha. LOL.

2009-05-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

okay. i give up. i freaking give up. im too lazy to write any BOF episode comments or idiocies per episode its way too hard and troublesome. anyway, eun and i were watching youtube episodes yesterday. ok. she showed me this video of Kim Hyun Joong with his group SS501 trying to speak english. it was hilarious! Hollywood bowl turned into horriwdbur! hahaha. next, she showed me a video of SS501 taking pictures of themselves. their poses were soooo gay. gah. i was freaking shocked. not to mention heartbroken. just when i thought Kim Hyun Joong was perfect. ugh. gawd. nkakaturn off. :& then eun sent me a link of Kim Hyun Joong dancing he may have the worst english ever but he can seriously dance. grabe. i dont know why but i am attracted to good dancers. gawd. ang cool nya. shizz. anyway the next vid she showed me was Kim Bum being seduced by some women. :| the next link she showed me was the link of the "Kim Bum Dance". it was weird but totally adorable. and another one where Kim Bum was with a girl, i dont know. i think it was a photoshoot or something. then she showed me the commercial of Kim Bum and Kim So Eun, playing their respective roles in BoF. it was so adorable. then their was a video of Lee Min Ho's commercial for Dunkin Donuts. lastly, there was the super cool interview of Kim Hyun Joong, Goo Hye Sun and Kim Joon. i swear i havent laughed this much ever since i was a kid. i now realize something. school's in two weeks or something! great. just great. anyway. till then. ciao.

~troublesome girl signing off. :)

Video Links:
Let's Speak English With SS501
SS501 Camwhoring in LA
Kim Hyun Joong Intro Dance Heroin 6 Dance
Kim Bum
Kim Bum Dance
Kim Bum & Kim So Eun Anycall Bodyguard Commercial
Lee Min Ho Dunkin Donuts Commercial
Happy Together Interview With Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Joon and Goo Hye Sun

*blog topic courtesy of EUNICE ANN DOMINGO MERRERA*

i am bored. bow

2009-05-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

current playlist:

1. Lucky by Ashily

2. Starlight Tears by Kim Yoo Kyung

3. Because I'm Stupid by SS501

4. Paradise by T-Max

5. Stand By Me by SHINee

6. I Only Know Love

7. Because I'm Stupid(Acoustic) by Kim Hyun Joong

8. Yearning Heart by A'ST1

9. Making A Lover by SS501

My current playlist is inspired by Boys Over Flowers. My new addiction. I've finished watching all 25 episodes this week. Its a good drama but I felt the ending was bitin. The special music drama wasn't half bad. I have to say that the F4 Korean Version is probably the hottest. Seriously, especially Kim Bum and Kim Hyun Joong. I mean Kim Bum is seriously so effin cute. He should totally pair up with Kim So Eun. Look at the Anycall Bodyguard Commercial they look so cute together. Frankly, I hate this summer. Why? It's so boring. Seriously boring. The only thing I do at home is sit in front of the computer all day long. At least my friends and I went to the mall last week. (I would upload our group pic but unfortunately I dont have a scanner :|) We watched BFF by Sharon Cuneta and Ai ai Delas Alas. I didn't appreciate it that much. Seriously, how ironic is it that the mistress of your husband becomes your bestfriend? Can't believe I'm saying this but I really miss going to school. At least, it isn't as boring there. Will watch BOF again. Till then. Ciao. troublesome girl signing off. :)

Lazy No More.

2009-05-10T23:49:00.000-07:00

Ok. School's a month away. And with Sophomore year coming up. Competition's a lot harder than before. I haven't exactly been doing my best during my Freshman year. And well, I regret it. A LOT. Probably because of the fact, that other people work WAY harder than I do. Yet, they're not in the top 10. It makes me feel horrible. I despise the fact, that a friend of mine [who is way more deserving in a spot in the Top 10.] isn't in it. [Seriously they live SO far away and yet she sleeps late at night just to study.] I feel a sick pang in my stomach because of it. Do you know what that sick pang in my stomach is? Its guilt. I feel guilty for the fact that she works harder than me. I feel guilty for the fact that she deserves it more than me. But I feel SUPER guilty at the fact that I sleep in class, I slack off, and yet, I'm in the Top 10. It's unfair. I know. *sigh* This Sophomore year. I'd do my best. I'd show everyone that I do deserve to be in the Top 10. Meaning? No more goofing off. No sleeping in class. No sleeping past 11. No more addictions(e.g. anime, fanfics, etc). Studying every night. And all though it pains me to say it, I only have a limited time limit for using the computer. **Inner Me: NOOOOO!!!! (cries anime tears)** *sigh* It's going to be troublesome. It's going to be hard. But if it proves that I actually do deserve a spot in the prestigious Top 10, then I'd do it. So, wish me luck everyone. :)

All’s Fair In Love And War

2009-05-01T18:58:00.000-07:00

All’s Fair In Love And War

by Blessa Grace Mendoza

“All is fair in love and war”

“Tout est juste dans l'amour et la guerre.” in French. I’m sure you’ve heard it before. Maybe from some cheesy novel or another quote you just stumbled upon the internet. It is cliché after all. But do you actually know what it means? Why does it say that everything is fair in love and war?

“Well, what does love and war have in common anyway? They are after all, two opposite things” is what most people say. Actually, they’re not so different. In war, all treachery is allowed. You can lie, cheat and betray. While in love, would you not agree to go any lengths for the person you truly love to be happy? Just to see a smile on their face? It may seem fair and all but it isn’t. Why? Example. There are two people who love one person, anything they do to try to reach their love is fair because they are doing what’s right. Is it fair if your heart is broken because the person you love has found someone else who seems to love him equally? Is it fair if your love is sacrificed for the happiness of someone else? The answer is No. Why do you think soldiers go to such lengths for their country?. Maybe it’s because it seems acceptable in their eyes. It is their duty to serve their country. Nothing can be said to be unfair or fair in war. Example. Take the World War 2. The Nazis were killing what they thought of as “inferior races” because they thought that what they were doing was best for their country and it was fair for them. Germany was blamed for the World War I entirely. Yet, other countries agreed to it. They say it’s because it could be technically said “fair”. Besides, who would argue with it? Lets face the fact whether your in love or war, it’s every man for himself. And that’s what Love and War have in common. In both Love and War, no rules apply. No, First Come, First Served. It means that nothing is off limits. You can do whatever you want as long as you win. That any action is permissible for the intention of love and war. All rules of fair play do not apply.

Love and war may not be the same but they do have the same rules. Just like a soldier fighting for his country, a man in love will do anything for the person he/she loves.

Blue Addiction

2009-04-26T05:06:00.000-07:00

Playlist Of The Week:

1. Be The One by The Fray

I totally love this song. I got it from the Fanfic I read. It makes my heart melt.

And its so addicting.

Anyway, I miss Ate Cesca!

Stupid headache made me go home and I didnt have the chance to properly say goodbye.

I didnt even get her email!

I blame Ramon! hahaha. kidding!

So, My week was boring.

BTW, Happy Birthday to a friend of mine.

[No, SHE isnt a boy]

I texted my friends today.

And I just freaking wasted my unli. If not for Anna and Kot.

Thanks guys!

So, I was thinking of writing a FanFic.

But, unfortunately I suck at writing and being creative.

So, I just settled with practicing my Photoshop Skills.

{If I actually have any. :p}

So, thats my day.

I actually want to go to Dagupan later.

But Im too lazy.

Oh, well.

your lazy master,

Blessa Mendoza

PS. I want to know when my cousins and I are going to Bolinao!!! waaahhh!

Boredom is ... uh... BORING!

2009-04-21T10:48:00.000-07:00

"Playlist Of The Week"
1. Too Little Too Late- JoJo
2. A Thousand Miles- Vanessa Carlton
3. Kiss The Girl- Colbie Caillat
4. Kiss The Girl- Ashley Tisdale
5. Kiss The Girl- Samuel E. Wright
6. When You Say Nothing At All- Allison Krauss
7. Mr. Lonely- Akon
8. At The Beginning- Richard Marx and Donna Lewis
9. My Happy Ending- Avril Lavigne

[yes i did not make a mistake with the playlist. i really love 'Kiss The Girl']

sheesh! its nearly 2 am and i am still not sleepy.

and I still have to take pictures of my cousin later. great.

its official. my summer totally SUCKS! ugh.

its like 2 days before Rina's bday.

oh yeah. and we had basketball today right?

well. i HATED it! like really hated it.

why you ask?

1. there were soooooo MANY of us.

2. there were like only 4 girls.

3. the coach was too impatient.

4. i sucked at basketball and they didnt even bother to teach us decently.

5. the HELL! we skipped the entire basketball class when we were done with dribbling.

6. and they didnt even give a damn.

Reasons why it didnt suck so much:

1. I saw Ate Cesca, Nikka, Mommy Nadz and my other friends from Wado! :D

2. I got to talk to them.

3. I ditched the Basketball thing.

4. I was unli.

5. I am finally convinced of returning back to KARATE!

currently rereading SasuSaku Fanfics.

waaahh! Sasuke is sooooo HOT!

fangirl-ing again.

i'll end it here.

i still have to wake up early later. sheesh. :P

Boredom Strikes.

2009-04-20T09:45:00.000-07:00

Okay. I know its like gonna be 1 am and i totally have to go to sleep. But I cant. :(

I still have basketball lessons later! And everyone knows Im a heavy sleeper.

Sheesh. I really gotta go to sleep. Gud mornyt guys! :D

Fanfiction Addiction!

2009-04-16T11:15:00.000-07:00

Summer is SOOOOOOOOO boring!

And, unfortunately, I have nothing else to do.

So, one summer day, while I was searching for a NaruHina comic, I came across a SasuSaku one.

[never really liked SasuSaku at that time, matter of fact I hated it]

So. Where was I? Oh yeah, I came across a SasuSaku Highschool Comic.

Then I read it and the unthinkable happened!

I felt hoity-toity. [kinikilig in Filipino, dont blame me, blame the translator]

So. I was beginning to get pissed with the comic, because using translators were "so troublesome" as shikamaru would say.

[i had to use a translator because the comic wasn't in english. :( ]

So. Since I was so 'kinikilig' I wanted to read more about SasuSaku.

So, I went to Fanfiction.net.{link is www.fanfiction.net}

After that as I was searching for SasuSaku fanfics, I saw the one fanfic that had sparked my interest.

It's name was "Little Miss Seductress ::Take Two"

[the name of the fanfic maybe eerie but the story's really sweet. caution: RATED T]

As I grew interested, I searched for the first part of "Little Miss Seductress" which I luckily found

[probably cause they had the same title hahaha. LOL.]

Anyway's, as I read the story, I grew in love with it. But unfortunately, the sequel still wasn't complete.

So, I had to wait for it. Being the impatient woman that I am, I read other fanfics.

And now I'm Fanfic CRAZY!

[proof: I read Fanfics that have 50,000+ words.]

(I feel that 10,000+ words are too short.)

{don't mind me just being arrogant}

So, LONG story short I fell in love with SasuSaku fanfics.

BLAME BOREDOM!

Here's the links to my favorite fanfics:

"Little Miss Seductress" by Tenshi-Chan008 http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3847385/1/Little_Miss_Seductress

"Little Miss Seductress ::Take Two" by Riz-I

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4826693/1/

"The Pinkish Green Saga" by dance of isis

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4044212/1/

"Workplace?" by Riz-I

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4679183/1/Workplace

What I Want To Be

2009-03-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... Freshman year is about to end and, well, di ko pa alam kung anong plano ko next school year! *sigh* May mga nagiisip cguro dyan na "Naku, next year pa naman yan". Well, sa totoo lang, I have a lot of goals sa 4th Year(don't believe me just ask my friends). So, magseseryoso na ko next school year. Hay naku. If there's one thing currently in my mind, cguro un ung aapplyan kung club next year(COMELEC). I want to be Chairman pag 4th year(don't mind the arrogance). Matagal ko na rin un pngiicpan. Probably, nung time na nag-aapply kami ni kapatid(Kaira) para maging 1st yr. commissioner. And, as everyone knows kapag mataas inaabot mo siguradong meron kang makakasalubong. *sigh*Cgurado nang may kalaban ako para sa chairman pag 4th year. Di ko pa nga alam kung tatakbo ako ng higher position or kung mgse2nd yr commissioner na lang ako next year? Tingin nyo nu dpt kong kunin na position? Hmmm... Kahapon ko rin lang narealize na mahaba pala ang 50,000 words! Hahaha. Nu kya kukunin kong position next year?

Summer here I come!

2009-03-10T20:40:00.000-07:00

Examinations are finally over(for the top 15) and we can finally rest. But unfortunately, Deliberation is hell(especially since I got a really low score in APAN)! I'm totally dead! Just when I got in to the top 5(arrogant much huh?)! Damn it. *sigh* Anyway, that isn't why im really sad about leaving school. Well, even if they are pests(just kidding!) I'll miss them this summer. All I'd have to say is that I'm lucky for being in a section like Galileo. bLeXz23 signing out...

Waking Up

2009-03-08T14:03:00.000-07:00

Wow! I'm awake! Its 5 am and... and... I CANT STUDY! Great! Just great!

What did I wake up in 4 am for? To study...

Why did I want to study in 4 am? To not lose my position in top 10...

What am I doing now? Im procrastinating. Damn it!

At this rate, my rank would fall down faster than a platinum ball thrown on the Leaning Tower of Pisa... Well, got to study... bLeXz.23

Why?

2009-03-08T00:08:00.000-08:00

Dont take your love away from me
Dont you leave my heart in misery
Cause if you go, then I'll be blue
Breaking up his hard to do

I hate/love this song. I love it cause its different than the music today besides its made by kids. I UTTERLY HATE it because it reminds me of 23. Why did I have to listen to it? Now I'm completely distracted. Damn. I cant get it off my head. Why'd he have to be such a gentleman? Why'd he have to be so handsome, athletic and talented? To make it short, Why'd he have to be so perfect? I hate that about him. Now my head is whirling in a continuum where he's in charge. I'm completely under his spell and I dont know what to do. All I know is I miss 23!

Was it Studying or Procrastinating?

2009-03-07T05:38:00.000-08:00

Really bored. I read this article in Candy on how to cram and I really want to study but I just cant take my eyes off the computer. Damn it. At this rate, I probably wont be able to study. *sigh* Recently discovered Prince of Tennis' Second Season. But unfortunately, I only saw it in manga. So it'll take a few months till the next season in anime comes out. Oh and Hinata's alive! My NaruHina dreams can still come true! Well, will be putting of my anime dreams for later. Right now, I REALLY, REALLY have to study[after I finish episode 138 of Naruto]. bLeXz.23 signing out.

Studying

2009-03-04T05:17:00.000-08:00

Woot! 4th Quarter Finals are just around the block. Need to study, wahaha. Was texting Kuya JR(3rd Year) a few moments ago. Made an agreement with the future Corps. Commander., I'd be number 1 if he was in the top 10. We'd have to do a dare in case we fail to meet the rank(Unfair huh?). Anyway, currently studying for the Top 15 Finals. But unfortunately, I just can't stop posting at http://www.mgsssi.co.cc . Got to study. bLeXz.23 signing out.

troublesome girl.

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BEST DAY EVER

uhhh...

Well, I'm back.

Application Letter

Health Freak

Hello Summer!

Dear School, FU!

My Research Paper Draft

I ♥ being me

Back up friend?

hey loser

he makes my heart go woah..

everybody hates algebra

crying..

Elections AY 2009-2010

because i can't sleep til you're next to me

Day At The Pond

stuttering is not ME!

harry potter mania.

someone kill me.. NOW..

SCHOOL!!!

my summer memoir

deleted.

summer no more.

horriwdbur! hahaha. LOL.

i am bored. *bow*

Lazy No More.

All’s Fair In Love And War

Blue Addiction

Boredom is ... uh... BORING!

Boredom Strikes.

Fanfiction Addiction!

What I Want To Be

Summer here I come!

Waking Up

Why?

Was it Studying or Procrastinating?

Studying

i am bored. bow